Today, those memories

I'm currently chatting with Cruzito
My beloved Muffin =]
Cruz? U jgn nanges lagi kay? U da janji en nk jadi stronger? =]]
We aren't talking about anything sad today
We've had enough to grieve on last night
We agreed to start something new and be stronger than we were

Yet today, as I was reading her livejournal..
I remembered when Atok used to take me on his motorcycle around kampong
Went into the rubber plantation..
To the palm oil plantation..
To the kedai kecik2 near school
Hmm..
I would canvas those memories if I could
I remember how did Atok helped me with those kerengga that I was so afraid of

Atok changed a lot since the first death occurred in our family
My Granny first, then my Unc, then another Unc..

Uhm..